Hi! Thank you for your question! When I asked my pendulum, I got mixed responses. The pendulum indicated I did not have access to that information. It seems to me that you are afraid of the answer. If that's the case, fear keeps us from knowing the truth.

Thank you for your question! When I asked the pendulum, it indicated that there is a low probability of a solution being reached now. Things seem uncertain - there's uncertainty in both of you.

Hi Wendy. I'm sorry to hear you're having such a tough time. I think right now it would be more beneficial to your health to focus on getting better and stable. However, you know you're situation best and I am available for spiritual consults (not therapy). If you would like to proceed with a spiritual consult, we can discuss my rates and schedule an appointment. M

Hi Wendy, Again, thanks for your question! This is the response the cards have for you. The Death card indicates the end of something, in this case it is the end of this relationship. It can also point towards how you are feeling, destroyed, like everything is ending, maybe even thinking about death itself. (If you are, please get help, reach out to someone.) Beside the Death card is the Temperance card, which indicates patience and balance, as well as hope. This would mean that you are hopeful and that you are trying to find a way to maintain this hope, make it into a reality. At the same time, however, you have the Hanged Man as the last card in reverse. This indicates a desperation and excessive sacrifice. You are willing to do anything. So it seems you are caught between experiencing a loss and desperation to avoid that loss. Unfortunately, the cards did not really answer your question exactly, but I hope it helps. Sometimes the cards provide answers to clear our minds and provide a clearer perspective than foretell future events. If you would like a full tarot reading, again, I am happy to work with you via Zoom, WhatsApp, or Skype. We would be able to explore possibilities in better detail. M.

Hi @wendy flanagan Thank you for your question! The pendulum gave me an interesting response. It moved diagonally, which to me indicates maybe. But the movement was very strong and that indicates a possible yes, or leaning towards yes. The pendulum's movements gave me the sense that there is a strong desire for it to be yes, possibly both on your part and his part. I hope this helps! If you'd like an in-depth pendulum consultation, I'd be happy to work with you. I can meet with you via Zoom, WhatsApp, or Skype. M..

@petalsoflove For your third reading I drew one card and got The Hanged Man in the upright position. It would seem to indicate that he is more at risk than. I would recommend checking the car for routine maintenance and extra vigilance on the road. We sometimes have what I think of as "periods of danger" when there is a risk of experiencing serious harm, but most people go through life unaware because they do not consult the cards or other divination methods. Either they somehow avoid the negative experiences through their natural choices and other natural/spiritual forces, or they have negative experiences like an accident that could have been avoided and so on. If you know how to do cleansings, do them for yourself, your car, and your father. I would recommend that you get into the practice of performing a protection ritual every time you are going to go out and drive, etc., or a prayer to whomever you believe.

@petalsoflove ok my dear dear, I will check later today, after 3pm est. Don't worry. The cards sometimes give us warnings and those may be enough to change outcomes. The simple act of knowing, awareness, can change events as it changes your behavior and choices.

Hello PetalsofLove (love the name), Your spread came out somewhat differently than the others. I did not receive a direct answer at first. In fact, the first spread was a warning, so I decided to do it again. The warning is to be careful when driving. You are at risk of having a serious accident. My intuition tells me it is for you, however I also see a man involved. Do you drive an SUV? Or do you spend a lot of time in another person's car? Below is the first spread. I am not going to read it in detail, the message to me is clear though someone else may interpret it differently. Here is the second spread I did because I was so concerned about the first: So it would seem that you have indeed found your soul mate. This might be a case of opposites attract to create a balanced whole. However, I see that there are things keeping you apart. I can not distinguish what they are. Family? Work? Regardless, there are people watching and judging. But, this card is in the upright in this spread, telling me about your relationship many good things. This relationship is going to bring you everything you imagined, it means triumph in your pursuits, and it indicates transformation. Congratulations. This is quite the positive spread. In terms of the first spread, get back to me and I'll check again later. Best, Melissa.

Hello Isabel! The cards, interestingly, gave me a full spread for you. We're going to go from left to right. On the left you have your most recent past and present. It looks like you recently went through judgement of sorts. If you were meeting in person with me, I would ask you if you recently went through a divorce. The Judgement card tells me that you had people watching you and criticizing you. Though the process was difficult, it did come out in your favor. However, next the Judgement card we have The Moon in reverse, which tells me the situation left you nervous and with mental anguish. You may be feeling regret and embarrassment, as well as afraid. Have you been having trouble sleeping? Moving to the present/future you have the Magician card in reverse. This indicates that you may be having low self-esteem, low confidence, insecurity. This could also be a man you have a relationship with. You may be very interested in a man, even in love, but his character is poor. He may be cheating, or you may knowingly be the other woman. I say this because the card next to it is The Lovers. The Lovers indicates romance, love, but it can also indicate a love triangle. This card is followed by The Wheel of Fortune, upright, and it is a very good financial sign. It may be that this relationship will bring you a financial change or just an overall positive change. However, you might get excited and get carried away. Which leads me to the final part of the spread. Here you have The Tower and Temperance. The Tower being upright may indicate a sudden discovery, bad news, and financial loss. If this is about a relationship, then you will discover something that will end the relationship. However, you have the Angel of Temperance in the end, which means that after the chaos you will find calm and harmony. Please let me know if any of this accurate and/or helpful. It was an interesting spread, with mixed results. Melissa.

@elysiangirl Yes, generally you do not want to ask the same question during the same session because that fosters doubt. When you doubt "the pendulum" your energies get frayed, so to speak, and the reading loses some of its accuracy. I asked again, and the response was a solid maybe, with a yes in the future. Again, there is a possibility, according the pendulum. I would encourage you to follow your heart and intuition. If you feel, not think, feel that you should let him go, then go with it. Thoughts can be confusing and torturous, but once you clear that noise, you can clear your path.

I most definitely do not judge you or anyone coming to this site. We are all here to ask these questions and voice our doubts. So, don't worry! I too believe in the law of attraction. It is possible for you to attract your desired partner in the sense that you do not know exactly who it is. Attracting your desired partner has many layers to it and we all do it naturally and unconsciously. We attract partners based on karmic debts, spiritual awareness and maturity, self-love, and so on. Take those things into consideration to attract the partner you are looking for. However, if you know exactly who you want, that is a different story. You have things like sex magic, love potions and spells at your disposal, and good ole seduction, too. I don't believe in using magic to make someone attracted to you, like you said, "forcing" someone to be attracted to you is unethical (wrong) and generally bad karma inducing. In other words, everything is possible when love is involved, so long at it exists in both hearts (or more hearts, polyamory is a thing). With this positivity in mind, I will say that there are certain things that will not happen no matter how much we wish for them, and that is a very hard lesson to learn. There are many reasons behind it, and the answers will reveal themselves to you if you search for them.

@elysiangirl When was your last pendulum reading? It wasn't me, was it? Sorry if I don't remember. Pendulum readings can be tricky because you are absolutely right, they can be affected by one's energy. However,I'm not close to you so I am not reading your energy per se. For these readings I try to connect to the cosmic energies where all answers flow. But, just because the answers are there doesn't mean that we have access to them. The pendulum did say there was a possibility. But, I also got the sense that he may have his eyes on someone else or be involved with someone else. Do you know if this is true? That may have changed since your last reading, causing the possibility of you two being together to be less. I can ask again.

Hello there aesc078! According to my pendulum, which moved very strongly, you will end up with the man you love. My pendulum moved back and forth quite strongly, indicating a strong "yes" to your answer. I am also getting the sense that he has given you some indication of interest while seeming ambivalent.

Dear Ilyasnayab5, Sorry for the late response. I hope this reading finds you well. I'll do a one card reading. In response The Emperor card came through. I interpret this to mean that your husband is experiencing success and power. The card is in the upright, so it is a positive sign. Perhaps, since my response has been so delayed, he has already returned to you. If not, I believe that you at least know his state and when that will be. I would love to hear back from you. Best, Melissa.

Hello Beautifulsun! Yes, shooting stars are positive signs. I think of them as the "yes's" of the universe. For your reading, I did a quick three card spread. In the present position, you have The Empress. This indicates that you are taking initiative to achieve your goals. You are being responsible and planning what you want to do. You have certain ambitions for your career, but you are not letting it all go to your head. The Moon card at the center indicates fear. Perhaps you are starting a new career or job and you are uncertain about how you will do or if you can do it. You may be experiencing some family conflicts and because of the previous card, I would say that it is with an older woman. However, since your question was concerning your professional life, it may be that you have a supervisor that constantly changes direction, or ideas, etc. The Moon also indicates a spiritual or magickal practice. You might get a spiritual message through a dream, maybe you have experience with that. Lastly, you have the Temperance card in reverse. This indicates that you are eager to achieve your goals. You might be losing some of your patience and be resorting to magic to bring about the results you desire, yet you're not satisfied. Unfortunately, with this card at the end of your spread, it is a direct answer to your wish as it is indicating that it will not come to pass. In relation to your professional goal, it is saying that it will not happen or is delayed. You'll find it upsetting and frustrating, but this card is here to remind you to have patience, to learn harmony. Hope this helps! Melissa.

Hello AC, I'm terribly sorry for the late response. Since so much time has passed and I am not sure if you are still interested, I will only do a one card spread. You get The Empress in the upright position. This can indicate a couple of things, you may be approaching a creative period in your life. Or you may be having difficulty with a maternal figure, or a female authority figure in your life. The last possibility is pregnancy. This card also tells me that you are very practical and logical. That you like planning or having things planned out. So you may be in a period of planning and organization. Overall, it is a positive card. Melissa.

Hello elysiangirl! I asked my pendulum your question and it swayed left to right, in a straight line, which is telling me that no, this man will not fall head over heels in love with you. However, I did ask if there was a possibility for love, romantic love, and the pendulum swayed at 25 degree angle, meaning that this is a slight possibility for a romantic relationship. I asked it if he is in a romantic relationship and it seems to indicate that that may be the case; it is that or that he is interested in someone else. Let me know what you think! And thanks for your question! Melissa

Namaste everybody! Guess who's ready for some readings! Me! Post your questions and through today, September 11th, you'll get an immediate response. You can also visit the pendulu'm readings section and get a reading there. But, please! pick only one.

Hello Freesoul! I'm sorry you are going through this. I understand that it is difficult, especially when parents do not fully support you. I am a special education teacher and tutor (I've been working with kids of all ages for over 12 years now) and a lot of my students experience what you are currently experiencing. My advice to my students, and to you as well, is you will not find peace and fulfillment by doing what others demand/require/ask of you. In pleasing others, you may give yourself away and eventually lose yourself. This leads to many negative consequences; emotional, mental, and physical. Please take my words with reason as I am not saying you completely disregard your parents or teachers, for example. Now, with this in mind, I encourage you to do research on the career path that you are interested in. In today's economy, I highly recommend that you become a well-rounded individual. I'm sure you have other interests, maybe you like telling stories. After all, film directing is a form of story telling. From an academic standpoint, I would recommend that you pursue an English degree, or an English minor, combined with your Film pursuits. Or, find a film program that will train you in multiple skills that you can apply to various careers or jobs. You will need something to sustain you while studying and while working towards your dream job. Creative jobs always carry a certain amount of stigma and incredulity, but don't let that stop you! High yield positions often have high risks. Find balance between your passions and the needs you have to fulfill to live. From what you've told me, it sounds like you may be going into your second high school year now. I want you to know that you don't need to have everything figured out now. Also, things might change and you have to remember that that is okay. Things change. Your parents might change their mind about your career interests, your career interests might change, regardless, know that change is okay. As an example, I offer you my academic career. Very quickly I'll tell you. I took a year off after high school because I was determined to become a published author. I soon realized that I had to get a job because I needed money to pay for some of my needs and expenses. After working a shitty job, I decided I needed a college education and accepted my acceptance (lol) into LaGuardia Community College here in NYC. I went in for Literature and Writing and I was adamant about learning French, formally, as well. My guidance counselor was a bit taken aback by how adamant I was about learning French, but it was important to me. I'm saying don't lose sight of what's important to you regardless of people's doubts. I did my associate's and realized I would need a bachelor's' and went to City College of New York and double majored in French and Spanish Languages and Literatures. Keeping with my interests in publishing, I completed the Publishing Certificate there too. I also minored in Enlgish. I also studied the Classics. I thought I was going to be a Classics professor someday. Almost a year after graduating, I realized I needed a Master's. I found a program that fit my interests and my life goals. Now I am getting two degrees at once, a Master's in Sex Education and a Master's in Sex Therapy. I still have a profound interest in the classics, and I will find a way to fill that in later on in my academic career. I am planning on going for a Phd in this stuff. Why? I have many interests and goals that can come together in my life professionally, personally, and academically if I am properly prepared. Am I still working towards getting published? Yes. But you see? At every step I made mistakes. My path has not been a straight shot yet I have not lost my aim. I just want to illustrate to you that things can gain clarity as you go along. Your goals will grow with you. And you will make mistakes. And that is okay. In fact, it is recommended and not to be feared. Some degree of anxiety is expected when it comes to these matters, especially if you are being pressured by those around you. You are doing the right thing by seeking advice, but perhaps you are not looking in the right place? Don't get me wrong, I do not mind your question at all and definitely welcome it. But my information and ideas will only get you so far. Talk to your guidance counselor at school or a teacher you trust, and they can help you reach out to your counselor if that is a little too intimidating to do on your own. They will have more specific and relevant information for you. Knowledge is not only power, but confidence as well. Do your research. Look at schools and programs. Think about how you're going to finance it. Talk to a financial aid officer. Contact schools. Once you feel confident with the information you've acquired, have a frank discussion with your parents. I hope that this is helpful to you and provides a different perspective. Now, in terms of your tarot reading, you are a minor and you present an ethical dilemma to me. To answer your question I would have to do two readings for you; I only offer one free reading here at the forums per site member. Furthermore, and reiterating, you are a minor and laws that I am vaguely familiar with do not allow me to provide you with any services without the explicit consent of your parents. I have done readings for minors before in-person with the permission of parents, some in the presence of parents, but we are in a different situation. I hope you understand and don't feel bad about it. In the case that you do get parental consent and proof of said consent, please feel free to contact me. I wish you the best of luck and that your path is filled with light, Melissa.

Hello BlueMoon I hope things have improved since the last you posted here. Here is your reading: So, a few things stand out to me. The first and last cards are The Devil and The Moon, respectively. This tells me that you are going through a difficult period, starting with The Devil card. Perhaps you are feeling stuck or trapped, drained of energy, angry. However, besides The Devil card you have The Star, which indicates hope. If I take this in relation to your question about this man you feel connected to, then it suggests that you find hope in him and/or this relationship. Going by the card next The Star, The High Priestess, it makes me think that this person is either a co-worker or if you are in school, a classmate. On the other hand, you have two cards that represent women, The High Priestess and The Empress, which makes it seem like you have two women in your life whom you respect helping you through this difficult period. In the end, you have The Moon. The period of frustration, being stuck, angry, and tired, indicated by The Devil, is being transformed both through internal self-work and the help of others, indicated by The Star, and will eventually turn to a period of tranquility, confronting those inner fears, thereby gaining wisdom/insight, which is indicated by The Moon. Unfortunately, I can't answer your question about why or what that connection with that man is. And this is the spread that came out for you. If you haven't gotten help for your depression, I highly encourage you to reach out to someone. Perhaps when you do, the spread will fulfill itself if it's not already in motion. In terms of both of you having depression, if there is some type of connection, then perhaps he feels what you feel too. So, if you are sad, then he is sad. This often happens with Twins but also some soul mates. Regardless, what I recommend is that you focus on healing yourself and if you are connected, he will do the same. Take care of yourself so that you may take care of others. On the spiritual front, there are a few things you can do to help with your depression. The first is to ask for help. Ask your spiritual energies/beings/Gods/God/angels for help. You don't have to say out loud, just in your heart ask. This will attract individuals or situations that will help you. Once you can, do a cleansing of your home and then of yourself. Sometimes, negative energy and beings cause symptoms of depression until it becomes the worst thing that can happen. But again, if this is not your thing, then seek professional help. There's nothing wrong with that. I hope this helps! Melissa.